Almost a week has passed and i still haven't met up with the ex yet. We are texting most days (which is a good sign) but his inability to make his mind up is REALLY starting to get me feeling angry!
Originally we were meant to meet up on Monday, but as it was the bank holiday he had to work (damn you pub job!!) , which has left us with very little options for us to meet up.
You see, i don't tend to make plans during the week as I'm on my feet all day and plus, i like my sleep! But for him, i would do any night but of course i don't want him knowing that! He has put forward the option of this weekend as his dad is away, but under no circumstances will i be going to see him away from public eyes...as i don't trust myself around him and i fear for his safety ;-)
I just need to not follow my normal reactions to something like this and get impatient. *stops and thinks for a moment* FFS!!! Hurry up! I feel its a delicate situation and one wrong word and its game over.
So anyway, last night we did the cutest thing. I was watching tv and the Match.com advert came on and it always makes me think of him cos he showed me the advert and said he loved it. Know the advert? If not it's below....
I text him "I like old movies..." and he texted the response. We carried on until we had done the whole song (which didn't take long), but yeah, proper made me smile!!
Anyway, one extreme to another i know.....but when it's right, it's right and it's worth the fight :-)
Love, Sassy
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