So, here's the story in a nutshell.
Met guy in he salon and straight away liked him but did nothing. Fast forward to 4 years later, his girlfriend is gone and we finally get together. Spend the next 2months living breathing each other and then we come to a wall. Relationship ended as it was the wrong time. 3months later, there are replies to some drunken text messages which leads us to talking about meeting up next week.
OK....so now your up to speed without all the unnecessary details and heartache blah blah blah. So, i had just finished work and was trying to get a colleague to come out for dinner (he was ill so declined), i rang my housemate to see if he wanted to order Chinese (my fave) for dinner and just as he picked up the guy from
work changed his mind. Problem solved!
So anyway, as were walking up the street i saw the EX, I'm sure you have been there and i know its happened to everyone.....just as you lest expect it. So you can imagine what i was feeling. My heart was instantly pounding against my chest, my legs turned to jelly, the excitement of seeing him coursing through me, the fear of 'do i look good?' and of course the overwhelming need for a strong alcoholic drink!
He went in for a hug and i just didn't know what to do...I actually couldn't speak or react, luckily i got my shit together and gave him a hug back. So we had a catch up and thankfully, he was the one to bring up us meeting up the following week....i actually could of screamed with happiness as i don't think i would of had the guts to bring it up! And with a kiss on the cheek goodbye it was left at that and i ran off into the sunset.....Not really but it sounds good huh?!
As soon as i met my friend in the restaurant, i burst into tears with the flood of emotions i was feeling.
What a way to end of day! Funny thing was, if i hadn't been going for dinner i wouldn't of been walking that way and therefore wouldn't seen him.
Sometimes fate just intervenes.
Watch this space with fingers crossed!
Love, Sassy
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