What a great week its been!!
This week I booked off work just so i can have some home time and catch up with all the things i never get time to do!
Since, i moved out last October I've been relishing in my freedom away from home but it has occurred to me that most of this week has been spent with family - ranging from blood relatives to those married into the family to those friends that's feel like family.
For someone who doesn't have a mass amount of friends; i could count them on one hand, Now, once upon a time i felt that was a bad thing, but i have come to realise i would much rather have that handful of people that are truly amazing in my life than a mass of people who aren't.
I spent my weekend with 6 of my relatives, we get together every couple of months for a girls night either at home or out on the town. I had my renovations about going this weekend because the last time we got together it felt like all they were talking about was kids, husbands, babies, marriage.....and i don't have a sniff of any it.
This time round, it was just hitting a little too close to home because not long ago i had someone in my life which would of given me something in common with them but sadly he isn't around anymore. So i was back to square one again and didn't need a reminded of it. I know i can chat about my 'single' life but it just feels like they feel pity for me and its so far away from their life that i really don't think they would want to here about it.
I sucked it up and went along anyway and I'm so glad I did because now i don't feel i have something to be envious of but something to look forward to...but seriously hurry the fuck up already!!!
Love,
Sassy
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